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MX LONELY
Season 8 Episode 5 | 26m 5sVideo has Closed Captions
MX LONELY from Brooklyn, NY
Combining elements of post-punk, grunge, and shoegaze, MX LONELY began as a home recording project that has thickened up over time into their heavier fuzzed-out sound and ethereal vocal melodies.
Subcarrier
MX LONELY
Season 8 Episode 5 | 26m 5sVideo has Closed Captions
Combining elements of post-punk, grunge, and shoegaze, MX LONELY began as a home recording project that has thickened up over time into their heavier fuzzed-out sound and ethereal vocal melodies.
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We're Mx Lonely.
-Happy to be here.
-(guitar screeches) (somber rock music) (somber rock music continues) ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ ♪ He died coming out of outer space ♪ ♪ Maybe there's something you misunderstood ♪ ♪ He reached out to kill you ♪ ♪ Such a missed connection ♪ ♪ Sad to see you alone ♪ ♪ 'Cause I'm floating away ♪ ♪ Oh, I guess we're all afraid ♪ (somber rock music continues) ♪ I'm living through this ♪ ♪ But I'll lose my mind to travel light ♪ ♪ I needed a fix ♪ ♪ Such a missed connection ♪ ♪ Sad to see you alone ♪ ♪ 'Cause I'm floating away ♪ ♪ Oh, I guess we're all afraid ♪ (somber rock music continues) ♪ I live for the seconds before it ♪ ♪ I live for the seconds before it ♪ ♪ I live for the seconds before it ♪ ♪ I live for it ♪ (somber rock music continues) ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ ♪ (censored), marry, kill the astronaut ♪ (audience cheers) We have a lot of different musical backgrounds, but we started as a recording project during the pandemic, and then as things started to open up, like, we started to play shows and just, like, really loved the live aspect of it.
But, yeah, I just started off, like, writing and recording mostly songs that Jake, our guitarist, and myself did, and then we brought in Gabe and we brought in- [Jake] Andy.
Andy, you know?
Yeah, it was pretty much like a bedroom project, and it turned into a live band sort of on accident.
-That's a good way to put it.
-And another is Lexapro.
[Voiceover] There are one brand that, working with them, improved my opinion... (lively rock music) (lively rock music continues) (lively rock music continues) ♪ I had a dream that you were dying ♪ ♪ And the worst part about it was ♪ ♪ I was the one who killed you ♪ ♪ I didn't mean to ♪ ♪ Saw my body from the outside in ♪ ♪ Letting you go ♪ ♪ Just a reflection of my selfish soul ♪ (gentle rock music) ♪ Speeding 'cause you're too broke to get high ♪ ♪ And you can't stop even when you try ♪ ♪ Speeding 'cause you're too broke to get high ♪ ♪ And you can't stop even when you try ♪ ♪ Speeding 'cause you're too broke to get high ♪ ♪ And you can't stop when you're so high ♪ -♪ And you're so high ♪ -(lively rock music) ♪ And you're so high ♪ ♪ And you're so high ♪ ♪ And you're so high ♪ ♪ And you're so high ♪ ♪ And you're so high ♪ (lively rock music continues) (lively rock music continues) ♪ Convinced you my subconscious was lying ♪ ♪ And the worst part about it was ♪ ♪ I was the one who loved you ♪ ♪ And I meant to ♪ ♪ Stab you in the heart three times ♪ ♪ You had a paper cut that wouldn't stop bleeding ♪ ♪ Stop bleeding ♪ ♪ Stop bleeding ♪ ♪ You had a paper cut that wouldn't stop bleeding ♪ ♪ Stop bleeding ♪ ♪ Stop bleeding ♪ ♪ And no matter what, it wouldn't stop beating ♪ ♪ You don't stop beating ♪ ♪ You don't stop beating ♪ ♪ You don't ♪ ♪ You don't, you don't ♪ ♪ You don't, you don't ♪ ♪ You don't, you don't ♪ ♪ You don't ♪ (lively rock music continues) ♪ I had a dream that you were dying ♪ ♪ And the worst part about it was ♪ ♪ I was the one who killed you ♪ (lively rock music continues) ♪ Ooh ♪ ♪ Ooh ♪ (audience cheers) (somber rock music) ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ ♪ Loose skin underneath thick thighs ♪ ♪ You lost what you had inside ♪ ♪ Cut the cord, hold the temperature ♪ ♪ Mirror the reflections that you can not kill ♪ ♪ You're sad when you open your eyes ♪ ♪ Head held back, lost in time ♪ ♪ You say you're sorry and I know you're sorry ♪ ♪ Sorry, sorry, go ♪ ♪ Run away ♪ ♪ I know you feel ♪ ♪ Far away ♪ ♪ From everything, from everyone ♪ (somber rock music continues) ♪ Forget the plan and who you made it for ♪ ♪ Slick, slick on the bathroom floor ♪ ♪ I wanna dance 'til my knees get sore ♪ ♪ I wanna know what they made you for ♪ ♪ Kamikaze, watch your back ♪ ♪ I had a premonition you'd go down like that ♪ ♪ That's where I found you at ♪ ♪ Oh ♪ ♪ Run away ♪ ♪ I know you feel ♪ ♪ Far away ♪ ♪ From everything, from everyone ♪ ♪ Run away ♪ ♪ I know you feel ♪ ♪ Far away ♪ ♪ From you ♪ ♪ You ♪ ♪ You ♪ ♪ Oh ♪ (tense rock music) ♪ Ah ♪ (tense rock music continues) ♪ Ah ♪ ♪ Ooh ♪ ♪ Ooh, ah ♪ ♪ Ooh ♪ ♪ Ooh, ah ♪ ♪ Ah ♪ -(tense rock music continues) -(singer pants) ♪ Ooh ♪ (tense rock music flourishes) Lyrically, it's about blending two writing styles, which is me and Rae both have come at lyrics from a different place, and then there's also the fact that we're singing each other's words a lot.
Right.
We write each other things a lot, yeah.
So that's I would say a big, you know, point of conceiving the project was like Rae kind of writing lines, and then I would respond to it and it would trigger whole songs.
I feel like we have two different schools of thought with it as well.
You know what I mean?
I feel like Jake plays things, and, like, just has words come out, and I'm very like, oh, I'm writing a little spell.
You know what I mean?
I have to know where I'm coming from, and I'm like, it came from a dream and I had this song.
Like, all of these things that mean things, and then I'll end up letting that go a little.
So I feel like, between the two of us, we usually have a really good yin-yang thing going on.
You know what I mean?
-Yeah.
-I make too much meaning and you're like, oh, let's go, you know?
Yeah, I mean, I tend to like things that are a little more open to interpretation, but I get that with your stuff too.
Like, I don't- Yeah, no, that's what I'm saying.
I feel like we meet in the middle with it.
I don't think it's that literal.
(Jake chuckles) (drumsticks clack) (somber rock music) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) ♪ I can't connect ♪ ♪ Why am I ♪ ♪ Sinking ♪ ♪ I try to be cool ♪ ♪ My bad ♪ ♪ Oh, man, it is happening ♪ ♪ I figured a way back to life ♪ ♪ I know which way I'll go ♪ ♪ Always atoned, I may ♪ ♪ Rest in salt ♪ ♪ 'Til you find me a new feeling ♪ ♪ My friends are ghosts ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ (lively rock music) (lively rock music continues) ♪ I'm scared to leave ♪ ♪ The house ♪ ♪ Most days ♪ ♪ I'm dying of thirst ♪ ♪ On the couch ♪ ♪ Eyes ablaze with the feeling ♪ ♪ I figured a way ♪ ♪ Back to life ♪ (somber rock music) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) ♪ I know which way I'll go ♪ ♪ Always atoned, I may ♪ ♪ Rest in salt ♪ ♪ 'Til you find me a new feeling ♪ ♪ My friends are ghosts ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ ♪ They all rest in salt ♪ (audience cheers) (somber rock music) (somber rock music continues) You can feel free to dance if you want, or dissociate if you want.
The choice is yours.
I don't mind either.
I like both, actually.
You guys have been a lovely audience.
(upbeat rock music) (upbeat rock music continues) ♪ Only ever feel this way when I'm with you ♪ ♪ Getting (censored) in the bathroom ♪ ♪ Too hot to touch, too close to call ♪ ♪ When I go dark, I wanna watch it all fall ♪ ♪ A fragment of a fantasy ♪ ♪ But I ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending, ending, ending ♪ (somber rock music) ♪ Wake up ♪ ♪ Quarter past three ♪ ♪ Cut the corners of my cotton mouth ♪ ♪ And now I'm bleeding out ♪ ♪ On the way she leaves ♪ ♪ Sandpaper skin, I'm falling in ♪ ♪ I feel my patience running thin, but I ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending, ending, ending ♪ ♪ I ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending, ending, ending ♪ -(lively rock music) -♪ Oh, oh ♪ ♪ When I go dark, I come alive ♪ ♪ Bit through the lips of a vampire ♪ ♪ Oh, you cut ♪ ♪ And so do I ♪ -♪ I only ever feel this way ♪ -(somber rock music) ♪ When I'm with you ♪ ♪ Getting (censored) in the bathroom ♪ -♪ I ♪ -(lively rock music) ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending, ending, ending ♪ ♪ I, I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending ♪ ♪ I don't think the world is ending, ending, ending ♪ I'd say the songs are written, can be written sort of like, you know, in demo form, or, like, you know, sort of multi-track form, but everything that we track in the studio is tracked live.
Like, it's all about kind of like taking a long time to arrange and pick through this performance and then go in and just lay it down, and that, I think, is the reason "Spit" has kind of done so well is I think people can kind of feel that immediacy.
It's not a multi-tracked, kind of slower, -textural record.
-Totally, totally.
Like, we spent probably, you know, a year or two writing that record from inception or like acoustic demos, and we recorded it in like two days, you know?
So it just has that kind of like impact, I think.
I think.
(audience cheers) (mellow vaporwave music) Take a little breather.
A little palate cleanser, if you will.
(mellow vaporwave music continues) ♪ I don't ♪ (mellow vaporwave music continues) This is like my purgatory elevator music.
It's like the dog days below the very layer of heaven or something.
♪ I don't ♪ (mellow vaporwave music continues) (music drowns out speaker) Thank you all for being here.
We've been Mx Lonely.
♪ I don't ♪ (mellow vaporwave music distorts) -(somber rock music) -♪ I'm stuck and (censored) ♪ ♪ Astray ♪ ♪ The boy that's underneath ♪ ♪ I feel like no one ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ The shadow in your bedroom ♪ ♪ The boy of your dreams ♪ ♪ I feel like no one ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues) ♪ I'm tired ♪ ♪ I miss the quiet days ♪ ♪ Under water ♪ ♪ It's still snowing ♪ ♪ Smoke and mirrors ♪ ♪ Underneath my parents' front porch ♪ ♪ Cadillac, clover ♪ ♪ My lips are cold and divorced ♪ (somber rock music continues) ♪ Oh ♪ ♪ Oh ♪ ♪ I'm stuck and (censored) astray ♪ ♪ The boy that's underneath ♪ ♪ I feel like no one ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ The shadow in your bedroom ♪ ♪ The boy of your dreams ♪ ♪ I feel like no one ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ (somber rock music continues) ♪ Something's wrong ♪ ♪ With this solution ♪ ♪ Whoa ♪ ♪ Oh ♪ ♪ I'm sinking ♪ (music drowns out singer) ♪ I am ♪ ♪ The boy that's underneath ♪ ♪ I feel like no one ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ The shadow in your bedroom ♪ ♪ The boy of your dreams ♪ ♪ I feel like no one ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ ♪ Someone who isn't me ♪ (somber rock music continues) (somber rock music continues)